SkyS-XIX

I wish I could show you what really goes on inside. I wish I could admit all the feelings that I deny. Everyday my heart aches, sinking like a black hole in my chest. Most nights I never have peace and rest. I look around at the stars so bright, But all I see is the dark night. As morning approaches, I witness the sun. But it's only a reminder of the things I should have done. Step by step, I make it through the day, Though I wish at times to fade. I wear a smile, laugh and joke. Only to hide the tears which cause me to choke. This is me, letting you in. Though you could never see all the ways I did sin. I'm not worth more than that sparro